Speechless

Man am I this bad...?
You ask people to come out and meet some friends from another place
they said it's cool, they're gonna come and you've already told the friends that you are gonna take some friends along
and all of a sudden all of them said they are not coming
bang! like that in your face
how should I react? hahaha very funny guys...?
person no. 1: I've got something to do suddenly.. ok that's a good enough excuse
person no. 2: actually I didn't really wanna come anyway ... what the hell, so why were you promising to come in the first place?
person no. 3: person 2 doesn't wanna come so I am not coming as well...
This might not be a big deal... but what the heck I can only blame myself...
Why am I so damn stupid?? Why am I feeling so linked to you guys...??
I feel like shit right now... like a disposable glove or a piece of trash that's worth nothing..
I don't even know if I should hang out with you guys anymore... I just dunno anymore